Lying to Forget =(

LYING TO FORGET

The lies become a part of me

For months, I've played this game

Acting like it doesn't hurt

Each time I hear his name

Ignoring what's inside of me

Pretending I've moved on

As if the feelings I once had

For him are somehow gone

Spending each and everyday

With happiness and laughs

Forgetting all our memories

Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw him

For the first time since he left

My heart stopped for a moment

I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me

As the tears started to flow

That even after all this time

I just can't let him go.=(