♥broKen.2

.. Boy i never thought that loving you would hurt i did everything, a good girl would do to make it work..

.. When a guy breaks your heart yoo think its the end of the world..yoo can't live yoo must die..yoo can't breath when yoo need air.yoo cry 'n cry but yoo gotta realize that your too good for them..yoo don't need them..

.. i was finally getting over you and actually believing i didn't need you. i was finally accepting you had another girl. Then you smiled at me and ruined it all...

.. your my dream come true but unfortunately i've found out your my worst nightmare too..

.. and i wanna believe you, when you tell me that it will be ok. i try to believe you, but i don't

.. i can't forgive, can't forget, can't live in, what went wrong? coz you said this was right you fucked up my life..

.. it was great until that day i'm not what you expected right?

.. did you really care, care for me at all?

.. that moment we shared meant the world to me yet nothing to him now i can' forget it and he can't remember it.

.. why you hurt me? Give you my time, you played with my mind. Why you wanna make me sad?

.. Never tell me you love me if you don't i just want my happy ending for once

.. you don't know how hard it is to get over you...when every time i see you, my heart begins to smile..

.. i cry bec. i know he doesn't feel the same way i do, i cry bec. i think of how pathetic i am and i cry bec. i think i'm going to be crying forever..

.. they say loving you is my biggest mistake but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right?If ever i made mistake, it's not that i love you, it's thinking that someday you'll love me too..letting go isn't giving up, its accepting that some things aren't meant to be..

..sometimes i think its so unfair how can you love someone so much and they won't even care..

.. if i fall inlove with someone else..its not bec i wanted to..its bec. you were never there to catch me..

.. everyone else in the world was here when i needed them but the one person i needed the most turned their back on me and that person was you..

.. i always thgught it was dumb for him to pick me in the first place, i'm not special. I never was, never will be. He just made me believe i was and broke my heart when he finally realized i wasn't

.. so maybe you were special and maybe you were supposed to be the one, but then again maybe you were just like the rest of them only you took my heart with you when you left

.. i die inisde bec, i've finally realized the fact that the time arrived when you don't want me back. But you're the one who did the heartbreaking, so why do i do all the heart aching?i guess bec. i'm the only one of us who can see that i never meant to you what you meant to me..

.. isn't it funny how you hate the guy who broke your heart yet when he comes running back your arms are wide open?

.. i hate you for making me feel so much over nothing

.. and it finally hit me that you didn't care when you walked away....and didn't look back...

.. time and time again, i forgave you. I've forgiven you for things that i swore to myself i'd never fogive someone for..and here you are, still hurting me and i still forgive you..

.. i'm so sick and tired of acting like i'm fine bec. truthfully, i'm not..I can't even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. You were the one person who was always supposed to be there for me, my best friend, my everything..and you ruined it all in that moment. and i acted like it didn't hurt, and for a while, i didn't think it did..but the tears are here and now i realize that it hurt mote than anything in the world.

.. i guess i should have realized all the lies that you said and then it would have saved myself from all of the tears that i shed.

.. i knew it would never work, but i kept on loving you. I knew that you would break me, but i kept my faith in you, and i knew that you kept telling me lies but i still believed everything you said.

.. you know how people say its like losing half of your heart? well when you left you took the whole thing with you.

.. he's the reason i'm messed up the reason i can't get myself nto another relationship no matter how hard i try no matter how bad i want to. I'm scared . I'm not scared of getting hurt. I'm scared of hurting someone else. I don't want anyone to feel how he made me feel. I don't want anyone to hurt that bad.