Defeating Boredum Created by shenanigans217 and taken 16 times on Bzoink
Are you bored?:	yeah
Do you like scary movies?:	'em dpendz
What are you thinking about?:	'em nothin
Are you in a relationship?:	nope
Have you ever heard any Slipknot?:	nah
Would you rather be a hair stylist or a clothes designer?:	both ahahah
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?:	raymart parayno
Do you want any tattoos?:	yeah.
Are you a fan of cottage cheese?:	nope
Did anyone see your last kiss?:	'em yeah
Were you single on your last birthday?:	'em nope
Do you have a reason to smile right now?:	'em nah
What is your biggest fear about making a total commitment to someone?:	'em i dunno really
What is something that always gets you mad?:	lie
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?:	'em yeah i think
Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?:	patixah
Have you ever crowd-surfed?:	nope
Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?:	side
What was the last movie you saw in theaters?:	vampires assistant
Does your room need cleaning?:	'em yeah ahahah
When was the last time you talked to you mom?:	sunday
Do you miss anyone you dated in the past?:	'em yeah ahahaha
If your first child was a girl, what would you name her?:	i dunno
How many hoodies do you have?:	i dunno ol of 'em
When was the last time you were in love?:	march ahahah
Can you walk a straight line, not using your arms to balance yourself?:	yeah
How many times have you really been in love?:	many many tymz
When was the last time you had your picture taken?:	'em yesterday
What would you do if someone stole from you?:	i gut nothin' to do wid dat
How long does it take you to fall in love?:	'em in d past yeah i fall easyly but now nah i'm not evn interested in falling in luv its bullxhit
What season were you born in?:	i dunno
Is there anyone you want to date?:	nah
Describe the perfect Valentine's Day date in your opinion::	'em me and him xah beach oh yeah datz ol..ahahah
Would you give up a dream for someone you loved?:	nope
Where was the last place you went to?:	town ahahaha
What would you do if Hugh Hefner hit on you?:	call a police ahahah
What's the weather like right now?:
Have any of your exes told you they regret breaking up with you?:	'em sadly no one ever said dat but dey juz wnt to come bck
When was the last time you took a nap?:	'em yesterday
What's something about life that you just do not understand?:
Chocolates or flowers?:	chocolates
What types of things do you think the government is hiding from us?:	money
Who was your last ex if you care to share the name?:	wilson
Are you good at commiting yourself to one person?:	i dunno
What would you do if the Kool-Aid man busted through your wall?:	i dunno
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A A ABOUT ME... the *E.v.E.r.Y.t.H.i.N.g.* survey!!! Created by xxdummblondxx and taken 22980 times on Bzoink
*BASICLY THE BASICS*
name::
nickname::
age/ grade::	17 'em in college
birthday::	7th of march
current location::
*THE LOOKS*
hair color::
eye color::
height::
body type::
hair length::
*CAN YOU*
do a backflip?:
dance?:
roll your tongue?:
tan?:
swim?:
shoot a deer?:
drive?:
stay up all night?:
sing?:
*HAVE YOU EVER*
sat on a rooftop?:	yeah
danced in the rain?:	nah..juz walk in d rain
kissed in the rain?:	'em not in d pouring rain but me n my bf kissed when it was raining
played in a sprinkler?:
slept all day long?:	'em yeah
cried yourself to sleep?:	'em yeah
been on an airplane?:	yup
bungee jumped?:	nope
smiled for no reason what so ever?:	yup when i remmber sumthing funny
laughed at something that happened the day before?:
laughed for no reason?:	'em nope
been so embarassed you cried?:	'em no
been blamed for something you didnt do?:	yeah ahahaha
been in love?:	absolutely ahaha
write a story?:
*TRADITIONAL FAVORITES*
soda?:
cappaccino?:
song?:
friend?:
food?:
animal?:
color?:
parent?:
instrument?:
type of clothing?:
*PICK ONE*
nite VS. day::	nyt
sun VS. moon::	moon
cat VS. kangaroo::	cat
movie VS. computer::	computer
friends VS. family::	family
black VS. pink::	black
love VS. money::
summer VS. winter::	summer
sweet VS. sour::	sweet
lice VS. chicken pox::
*WHO MAY I ASK*
boyfriend/ girlfriend::
parent(s)::
sibling(s)::
best friend::
*ARE YOU*
unpredictable?:	yup i think
loving?:	i think so
misunderstood?:	yeah
depressed?:	ahuh
unique?:	yes
random?:	i dunno
stubborn?:	yeah sumtymz
blonde?:	nope
crazy?:	yeah
*THE OPPOSITE SEX*
eye color?:	brown
hair color?:	black
attitude?:
weakness?:
tattoos?:
drugs?:
alcohol?:
smoke?:
height?:
weight?:
style?:
romantic or spontanious?:
listener or talker?:
kisses or hugs?:
*BELIEFS*
God?:
satan?:
magic?:
miracles?:
ghosts?:
love at first sight?:
yourself?:
wishing on shooting stars?:
*THE MYSTERY OF LOVE*
is it a mistake?:	no its not, but its d person hu made u feel nothing at all
have you ever had your heart broken?:	oh yeah
how would you turn someone down?:	i dunno how to do dat coz i juz take it as my
do you like to know someone before you date them?:
first thing you notice about the opposite sex?:	face
ever been in love?:	yeah
if so... what does it feel like?:	it feels lyk u'r building yer own madufukkin' world
*AT THIS MOMENT*
what are you wearing?:	black shirt, a jeans, 'em a black n white cardigan and a doll shoe
who do you see?:	what do i see well a monitor, a keyboard, a mouse, a XHIT of pape, a chair, a table, my retard skulm8s lol joke, my phone,..omg diz is a fukkin' stupid question...
what are you eating?:	nothin'
what are you listening to?:
what time is it?:	10:12 am
what's the date today?:	2/november/09
are you bored?:	yeah
are you tired?:	nope but sleepy
*THE LAST*
dream?:	last nyt
time you cried?:	yesterday coz i remmberd him again
movie you watched?:	vampires assistant
movie you rented?:	i dunno
annoyance?:	...
person to call you?:	patrixah
*WORD ASSOCIATION*
girls::
boys::
shoes::
16::
love::
regrets::
book::
*FINISH THE SENTENCE*
if i had 1 million dollars i would...:
i am a great...:
i am good in...:
you know...:
practically single is...:
this is...:
*RANDOM = COOLNESS*
have you ever sat in a bathtub all day long?:
have you ever wanted someone that you couldnt have?:
do you feel safer knowing you have a b/f or g/f?:
whats your name spelt backwards?:
ever made a prank call?:
ever been so volnerable that anyone could convince you to do anything?:
longest car ride?:
ever been to hawaii?:
what is one thing you want?:
have you ever danced in your underwear?:
do you own any laundary?:
have you ever got grounded for 1 month or over?:
have you danced in your underwear?:
what is the biggest amount of people you've had spend the night?:
do you consider yourself a good singer?:	no but i cn sing tho'
what is the wierdest gift you've ever got from your neighbor?:
what kind of bond do you have with your best friend?:
what is the coolest memory you've had with your best friend?:	hanging out wid dem
are you myspace addicted?:	no
have you ever drank an entire 2 liter of mt. dew?:	nope
what is the wierdest comment you've ever gotten?:
has anyone ever asked for you phone number?:	yup
do you straighten your hair?:	yeah
how many kids do you want?:	two or one
can you make people laugh?:	'em yup
have you ever been called sexy?:	yeah^^,
*FOR OR AGAINST*
turnips?:
abortion?:
the president?:
gay people?:
avril lavigne?:
country music?:
downloading music?:
prayer in school?:
GOD?:
*LASTLY*
was this a good survey?:
did it bore you to death?:
are you glad its over?:
now that it's over what are you going to do?:
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after halfterm

xo yeah uhmmff 'em in college wid mah retarded skulm8s lol juz kiddin' -_- 'em xo hella bored and 'em starting to b a retard again haha..wel anywayz monday is d most boring day xo yeah now its monday datz why i'm bored..being a college student nah i don't even enjoy it..i know itz not about enjoying urself itz about educating urself but it suckz...itz not educating urself dat suckz itz about d boredom.. u can go in college doing it at d same tym ryt enjoying urself wyl ur in college.....nah well nvrmnd i have to deal wid it now..i have to cuz i'm gonna b stuck here for 1 yr xo yeah..waaaaaaaaaaa

insomnia

so yeah itz olredii 4 in d mornin' and still i can't sleep...uhmm i shud say i really dont get enough slip everyday..ahaha..juz try to slip but i can't xo i decided to write on mah blog about diz insomnia thing ^^, 'em for mei itz juz lyk an addicxon which is obvsly i can't quit on it..or mayb i juz don't want to ahahaha..
anyway diz hobbie of slipin' late is really horible it feels lyk ur on drugs lol coz ur awake for d whole day, wid ur big tired eyes, lookin' stressed xo bad..
i've started diz when i was in high school i think but on my high school yrz i'm sleeping around 11 or 12 but now sumtymz i don't really slip, d older i become d worst it cn b...xo now i don't really know how to stop diz..myb ur thinking dat itz really easy to solve diz insomnia thing but for me its not its really hard...i wish i cud put a glue on my eyes everytym i want to sleep but dat cudn't b isnt it??ahahahah silly me..
have u ever feel lyk ur body wants to go to bed and have a really nice rest but ur eyes says no it shud b open 24 hours??ahahha..
uhmm ok i'm gonna try to sleep, and juz close my eyes and i'm not gonna open it until i get a nice sleep, and i'm not gonna touch mah phone cuz if i do i'm gonna b stuck on it lol.. myb dat wud work yeah..mornyt^^,

f0' HATERSZ 'o2

f0' HATERSZ 'o1

sad quotes 1

WuT CoMeS aRouND GoeS aRouND THaTS WuT PPL Say
So aLL THa PaiN u CauSeD MeH WiLL CoMe BaCK 2 u SuMDay

dOn`t yOu ever w0nder wh0 wOuld really give a fuck if yOu were g0ne?

*ii guess ii don`t deserve* . . . . - a n y * o n e - . . . .

iM TiReD oF aLL dA BuLlShyT And LiEs I wOnT aCCePt jus aNoTHa GuY

The -hardest- thing about -living- is knwin one day ull *die*
da hardest thing bout growin up is 1 day, ull question *why* da hardes thing bout lovin any1- is 1 day, hell make u *cry*

if you ask yourself the °ºquestionº° was it reele worth the - [ *p a i n* ] the answer mite »surprise« you ][ cuz the sun is worth the rain ][

im startin tO learn frOm relatiOnshipz in tha past lifez a bunch Of bullshit 'nd prOmisez never last

ill b strong even tho i hurt so bad
ill move on as fast as i can
i wont need u cuz u were never there
n i wont love u simply cuz u wont even care


iF i CuD sHoW yOu hOw mUcH yOu hUrT mE YoU'd nEvEr bE abLe tO LoOK mE iN tHe EyEs AgAiN


im startin tO learn frOm relatiOnshipz in tha past lifez a bunch Of bullshit 'nd prOmisez never last

was stressin tO much shit my mind was qOin crazy i finally wOke uhp lettin nOthin phase me

Sometimes I wonder if it's really worthwhile.
If I should keep going. . . Faking this smile

I need you here with me, but you wanna be with her...our feelings were real but now yours are a blur

i luved him liek no1 else before
he stayed in my heart forever and more
he ripped it out and took my heart away
and he decided to go on with his life anyway

ill b strong even tho i hurt so bad
ill move on as fast as i can
i wont need u cuz u were never there
n i wont love u simply cuz u wont even care

i WiSh LyFe wAs LiKe a FaIrY tALE aNd PeOPLe wErE aLwaYs fRiEndS iNsTeAd oF tHeSe nOn sToP dIsAStErS ThAt nEvEr wAnT tO eNd

iF i CuD sHoW yOu hOw mUcH yOu hUrT mE YoU'd nEvEr bE abLe tO LoOK mE iN tHe EyEs AgAiN

TrUe LoVe? i UsEd tO bELiEve iT eXiStEd BuT wHeN uVe HaD uR hEaRt tHrOwN tO thE fLoOr yOu jUsT DoNt cArE aNyMoRE...

SoMeOnE sHoULd sUe DiSnEy foR PuTtInG tHe iDeA iN LiTTLe gIRLs MiNdS ThAt EvERyoNe hAs a PrInCe cHaRmInG AnD eVeRyThINg wILL eNd HaPpiLy EvEr aFtEr

i WisH sOmEoNe cOuLD hELp mE ANd sHoW mE wHaT tO dO LiFe JuS aInT wOrTH iT sOmEtImEs iM LEFt hErE feELiNg uSeD


i UsEd tO bE nOrMaL YoUnG aNd HaPpY NoW iM LeFt a BrOkEn iMaGe oF tHe GuRL i UsEd tO bE


-:-YoU thInk You knO mY FeeLiNz-:- *mY sTruGglEz-My FeArZ* -:-bUt iTz juS lIke DiArY u tHnk u Kno-:- *bUt YoU haVe No Idea

heres to the past they can[ kiss] my ass i hope hes happy wit her, heres to the guy who fell outta my sky, that angel that did me in.

(*( I wish I could take all the tears I`ve cried `n just Fvcking drown yoO in them )*)

iin dha end yOu learn whO`z fake ..whO`z tru.. n whO`D risk errthanq fuh yOu

iM NoT SaYiN iM BaTtErEd aNd BrUiSeD bUt i MiGhT As WeLL Be WiThy ThE WoRdS ThAt YoU UsEd....

Sometimes I want someone to just hold me when I need it. Not a hug, but just hold me, you know? I need someone to actually love me for once in my life

I still feel the same
though everything has changed
the pain it cost now
I feel lost inside of my own name

i WaNnA bELiEVE eVeRyThInG YoUvE sAiD
bUt aLL tHeSe FEeLiNgS r MeSsIn wIT mY hEaD
i DunO wHAT tO tHiNK i duNo WhAt tO fEeL
i JuS wAnT A LoVe tHaT'LL bE *REAL*

*¤«»ît§ ëä§ÿ tø f䣣 íñ £øvë ßüt ït§ härÐ tø fïñÐ thë rïght Þërsøñ tø ¢ät¢h ü«»¤*

No matter how hard i seem to try
you turn around and TwIsT my words into a lie
are relationships supposed to be like this?
cuz if they are...then i *quit*

GuYs aRe EviL!!! NeEd PrOoF??? ThErE ArE CeRtAiN PeOpLe wHo HaVe ToLd uS ThAt GoD iS a WoMaN, BuT BeFoRe ThE DeViL WaS SeNt To HeLL,......He WaS a MaN!!!

You're just...a fuck.
I can't explain it 'cause I think you suck.
I'm taking pride,
In telling you to Fuck Off and Die.


There's no sin in loving men. Only pain!

The male chromosome is an incomplete female chromosome. In other words, the male is a walking abortion; aborted at the gene stage. To be male is to be deficient, emotionally limited; maleness is a deficiency disease and males are emotional cripples

a message to men: Fuck you and your untouchable face. Fuck you for existing in the first place.


: Men are at the bottem of the pyramid of life. They're jerks and women know it, but the problem is that some of them pretend not to be and then end up as jerks after all. So what's the point in even waiting around for a "good one"? How about we bury 'em and use them only for breeding.

*My fantasy of us turned to make believe,
All thats left are my shattered dreams*

wUT doO u DoO WeN evERyThiNG iS rONg And NOThiN iS riTE? WEN u ThiNk Of hiM fIRst thiNG n ThE mORninG n LaSt thiNG aT NiTe... wEn uR hEaRt iS sTUck FoRr hiM aNd He doSeNT EvEnn CaRE...
WeN ThE oNLii ThiNG oN uR miND iS How LifE isNT FaiR... WEn Ur bEsT friEndZ r ChaNgiNG n So iS tHE oLD YoUu... WEn EvEryBodiE tHAt wAs THeRE iS nOO LonGer trUu... WeN u TrYy tOO sMiLE wHiLE hoLDiNG BAk TeARzz... WeN u LEaVe EaCh DaYy SkRedD oF uR fEaRzz.. WuT Doo U dOO wEn YoUr FeeLinG dOWn n dEpREeSsEDd??? WEN uR EyEz R fiLLEd WiT tEaRz aNd UR ToO daMN stREssEd... DoO u SiT baKk n WaiT tOo SEe iF IT aLL LAsT... DoO u SiT*KrY*thINK n REmiNiCe BoUT thE paSt.... SoMEbODiE aNSwEr MeeH CuZ i KaNT fiGurE iT oUTt?!?! iS iT aLWaiiZ guNNa b LikE thiS? iS thaT wUT LiFeZ aLL ABoUTt?

what if sOmeone told you..
that you could take back
one single mistake in your
life...

yeah, 'you only hurt me and broke my heart. that's
it. so what if i put dirt on your name or say that you
aren't worth sh1t? i've been holding on for way to
long. i gotta realize you did me wrOng. x|3'

_.׺ThE MorE FriendZ YoU HaVeº×._
_.׺ThE MorE ProblemZ YoU SeEº×._
_.׺CuZ EveryOnE ThatS A ParT Of uR LifEº×._
_.׺TalkS WheN YoU CanT SeEº×._

..·´`i AiN't TrIpPin - i'M JuSt mIssIn yOu.·´`.

once there was love and i was a fool
once there was love and it was all about you
once there was trust and now theres no more
enough is enough so im walking out the door

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's to happen next. Hate is easy, love takes courage.

|x|Pull|x|myself|x|together|x|just|x|to|x|fall|x|once|x|more|xl

Have y0u ever f0und s0me0ne
Y0u d r e a m t 0f aLl your life
Y0u`d d0o just ab0ut aNything
t0o l0ok in t0o their E y E Sz.. *
have u finaLly f0und the O n e
y0uve given y0ur H e a r t t0o
0 n l y t0o f ii n D that 0 n e
w0nt give their Heart t0 y0u

Life is like a kaleidoscope
Changing colors every day
But there is one thing that I know
You can't mess around with your fate