i'm bored =/

I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love, and you know what, they just don't care that I love them. They don't care whether or not I live or die. To them I'm just another girl, just another stranger. To me, they are my best friends, the only people I have left. (This is how I used to feel, all the time)

I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less, don't second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop. You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay.

People are gonna talk about me, especially when they envy me, I might as well let them talk, because I affected their lives, they didn't affect mine!

I'm shy, I'm quiet. I'm an angel in disguise. I'm loud. I'm noisy. I'm a devil inside. You think I'm an innocent girl, so lets make a bet, because if that's what you're thinking, you don't know me yet.

In life God doesn't give you the people you want, instead He gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you, and make you exactly the way you should be.

All my life, I never believed most things I read in history books and a lot of things I learned in school. But now I've found I don't have the right to make a judgment on someone based on something I've read. I don't have the right to judge anything. That's the lesson I've learned.

Sorry you can't define me, sorry that I speak my mind, sorry if I don't fake it, sorry I come too real, I'll never hide what I really feel.

Sorry if I'm not perfect. Sorry I don't give a fuck. Sorry I just know what I want. I won't let you break me. Think what you want.

If people don't like you for who you are then so what, they aren't worth your time. Your true friends will like you no matter what, no matter how you dress or how you are as a person.

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces. Each one is different, but they're always the same. They mean me no harm but its time that I face it, they'll never allow me to change... But, I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong... I'm moving on.

People change its a part of life, but sometimes its easier to hold on to the memories of who they were... rather then to realize who they have become...

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

We talk like we know what's going on. But we don't. We don't know anything. We're young and we're gonna screw-up a lot. We're gona keep changing our minds and even sometimes our hearts. And through all that, the only thing we can truly offer eachother is... forgiveness.

nothin

have u ever heard the term
PSEUDO-relationship
ito ung parang kayo
pero hindi
u tr8 each other in a spexal way
but no commitmentsare involved
walang nanligaw
walang sinagot
ur more that frndz
but less than lovers
hnd k sure s role moe
s buhay nya
and u can't expect n sau
nga b tlga xah
but y do others settle
for this kind of relationship

for fun?
kilig feeling?
o para lang my ksma hbng wala ang real thing?

guitar

Nobody seems to play Yamaha electrics, but it's the best guitar I own.

...

I was left with an urge to make the guitar sound like things it shouldn't be able to sound like.

...

I want every girl in the world to pick up a guitar and start screaming.

...

So, my big brother was playing guitar and I figured I'd try it too.

...

I can't even read notes. But I can teach someone how to make a guitar smoke.

...

I went to my friend's house one day, and he had an electric guitar he had just bought with a tiny little amp. I turned the volume up to 10 and I hit one chord, and I said, I'm in love.

...

It's that kind of in-born music thing - I could pick up the guitar and play something. It's not something I consciously do.

...

The most important part of my religion is to play guitar.

...

I'm singing what I want to sing based on the emotion of what that day feels like. That's what comes out of my mouth and guitar. That impacts people. They know anything can happen.

...

My guitar is not a thing. It is an extension..."

...

“I know who you are, and I am not impressed.

...

Guitar playing is a release, liberation, put simply it is freedom.

...

2010 life quotes

Challenges are what make life interesting. Overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.

...

Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death.

...

You cannot discover the purpose of life by asking someone else – the only way you’ll ever get the right answer is by asking yourself.

...

Life is a challenge, and I’m staying in the game to win.

...

Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

...

We should give meaning to life, not wait for life to give us meaning.
The secret to changing your life is in your intentions. Wishing, hoping and goal setting cannot accomplish change without intention. What is needed is a shift from the inert energy of wanting to the active energy of doing and intention.

...

You just have to do your own thing, no matter what anyone says. It’s your life.

...

The tragedy in life doesn’t lie in not reaching your goal. The tragedy lies in having no goal to reach.

...

We take risks not to escape life … but to prevent life from escaping us.
To be what we are, and to become what we are capable of becoming, is the only end of life

...

qowtz

If you want to reach out for something new, you must first let go of what’s in your hand.

We’re conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments. But great moments often catch us unaware— beautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one.

"The more you know who you are, and what you want, the less you let things upset you."

No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention.

It was terrible and awful when someone left you. You could move on, do the best you could, but an ending was an ending. No matter how many pages of sentences and paragraphs of great stories led up to it, it would always have the last word.

design

╔══╗ ♥ ♫ ♥

║██║ ♫ ♥ ♫

║(O)║(•̪●)

╚══╝

╔═════════════════╗

║ melanie ║

╚═════════════════╝

█▄█ █ █▀█ █▄█ █▀█ █▀█

█▀█ █ █▀▀ █▀█ █▄█ █▀▀

(¯`’•.¸(¯`’•.¸*????*¸.•’´¯)¸.• ‘´¯)

?(¯`’•.¸(¯`’•.¸*??*¸.•’´¯)¸.•’ ´¯)?

??(¯`’•.¸(¯`’•.¸**¸.•’´¯)¸.•’´ ¯)??

–==- It is me cool !-==–

(_¸.•’´(_¸.•’´*????*`’•.¸_)`’• .¸_)

?(_¸.•’´(_¸.•’´*??*`’•.¸_)`’•. ¸_)?

??(_¸.•’´(_¸.•’´**`’•.¸_)`’•.¸ _)?

…(¯`v´¯) 29.10.09

…. ‘·.¸.´ aRy ♥ Lhya

…¸.·´

. (

☻/ i Lupph u yhank . .

/▌

/ \ ٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶

(¯`v´¯)

`*.¸.*´

¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)

(¸.•´ (¸.•´. •´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•٩(̾●̮̮̃̾•̃̾)۶

█ ▄ █ ▄ ▄ █ ▄ █ ▄ █

Min- – - – - – - – - – - -●Max

► Play. ▌▌Pause

..ılıll̲̅̅●̲̲̅̅̅̅=̲̲̅̅̅̅●̲̅̅llılı..I ♥ Hip Hop

_____

[█۞███████]▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▃▂

▄▅█████████▅▄▃▂

I███████████████████] ☼

…◥⊙▲⊙▲⊙▲⊙▲⊙▲⊙▲⊙◤

☻/

/▌

/ \ __̴ı̴̴̡̡̡ ̡͌l̡̡̡ ̡͌l̡*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡̲̲̲͡͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̡̡̡̲ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ ̡͌l̡̡̡̡.__

▒▒▒▒▒▓

▒▒▒▒▒▒▓

▒▒▒▒▒▒▓

▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▓

▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▓▓▓

▒▓▓▓▓▓▓░░░▓

▒▓░░░░▓░░░░▓

▓░░░░░░▓░▓░▓

▓░░░░░░▓░░░▓

▓░░▓░░░▓▓▓▓

▒▓░░░░▓▒▒▒▒▓

▒▒▓▓▓▓▒▒▒▒▒▓

▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▓▓▓▓

▒▒▒▒▒▓▓▓▒▒▒▒▓

▒▒▒▒▓▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▓

▒▒▒▓▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▓

▒▒▓▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▓

▒▓▒▓▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▓

▒▓▒▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓

▒▓▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▓▒▒▓

▒▒▒▒▒▓

(●̮̮̃•̃) (●̮̮̃•̃)

/█\ ♥/█\

╔╗ * . * . + * .* .+

║║╔═╦╦╦═╗+ . *. * +

║╚╣║║║║╩╣* * . + *

╚═╩═╩═╩═╝

(●̮̮̃•̃) (●̮̮̃•̃)

/█\ ♥/█\

broken 1

Hold my hand, just one more time, so I can remind myself why it is that I can't get over you.

I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.

While I was holding on all you did was let go.

Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can hurt you that way.

I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have.

The hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what is right for you even if it means breaking someone's heart. Including your own.

All I'm asking for is one night together. Just you and me. All alone. And if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go.

Sometimes all you need is a broken heart to realize that something even better is right in front of our eyes, just waiting to be found.

Of course, you're going to get your heart broken. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one day someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your heart again.

No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end.

The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to.

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.

Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.

Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me.

I don't know which is worse, being the one with the broken heart or being the person that breaks the hearts.

It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever.

You always have an out. An exit strategy to make sure you don't get hurt. You always walk always. You walk away before they can walk away from you.

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.

There were reasons we met, reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad times, and most importantly a reason to end. We have more to learn, more to experience and more loving to do in this lifetime.

Somehow I know we'll meet again, not quite sure where and not sure when, your in my heart so until then good-bye.

Broken heart again. Another lesson learned. Better know your friends. Or you will get burned.

This time it's over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart... it'll get better, I'll no longer cry... in a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep!

I would like to thank you, for showing me a part of myself that I have never seen. Yeah we were young and dumb, but it still was fun and I guess these things just tend to fall apart and I hope you feel the same.

Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow; we must fail in order to know. Sometimes our vision only clears after our eyes are washed away with tears.

I know I'm not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore.---Beth_Lynn_14

Walk home drowning these memories in the rain biting my lip to transfer this pain, your gone and I'm still going through withdrawals, next time around I'll build a stronger wall.You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.

My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you.

Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.

You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried.